#241

and thus today,the worst summer of my life starts :p

as of today my 400gb external hard drive died on me...or rather went into a coma :p and the possibility of waking is 0..
what do I mean..? :p the drive has all my 400 gb worth of files still in it,but no pc can access them for the love of god :p so one can consider them as good as lost,no?:p

my life just became a lot less happy now.. >___>

not having access to 400 gb worth of files is like I lost:
-several live concerts
-countless anime
-over 5,000 Gazette pics,of which over 300 were FC pics(PWTB 01+02 live report pics and last year's Special Information pics are as good as non existent to me anymore ToT)
-LOTS of dorama series ;^;
-Gazette and Arashi media folders(COUNTLESS videos,PVs,interviews,variety shows,songs and god knows what else .__. these two folders alone were like 1/3 of the data in there)
-my general PV folder,with god knows how many PVs

*sigh*

getting all these back is 100% impossible for a lot of reasons..
getting a part back could be possible but will probably take me a year or more,seeing how some files in there go as far as 2 years back @___@ and I don't know where I found them at all >->

I'm seriously thinking of getting premium accounts in several DDL sites(MU,sendspace etc)so I can download constantly..otherwise restoration is out of the question...


And the irony is that recently I decided to back up the whole drive after my exams were over...

coz life's a bitch like that :p


i would be emo-ing hard at the moment if it weren't for things like that

to keep my cool as always D:
you(and your 4 friends :p)...don't you ever leave me ToT





I think I'll probably sleep for the rest of the weekend..my mood for anything is ruined anyway...weather's more like late October than early middle June as well >__> so going out to clear my mind is pointless :p I'll freeze before anything XD

njya~